the most important thing to understand about the world of darkness is that everything is jerks.
vampires is jerks. werewolves is jerks. mages is jerks. changelings is jerks. mummies is jerks. kuei-jin is double jerks. gurahl is jerks. salubri is jerks. hunters is jerks. that wall over there? jerks. that taxicab driver? such a jerk. your character? the biggest jerk of them all.
it’s jerks all the way down.
So yesterday I was asked if I wanted to go to London, I wasn’t sure. But today I decided that yes. Yes I will. Maybe getting away from my flat and work will help. I don’t know. But it’s only for the weekend. I think this is the best option really. Because I don’t want anyone to be around me when I am like this. At least there I can have something else to look at and try to get my head right. So that when I see friends again I can be….myself.
Then a part of me wants to stay here and hang around with friends anyway and watch epic stuff and…but no. I decided to feel better before that, it’s the best thing. *sigh*